Lyrics To: Can't Seem To Find A Way

PHOTO BY J.R HILTON

CAN'T SEEM TO FIND A WAY

WRITTEN BY: J.R HILTON

NOVEMBER 2016

ONE MORE TIME, ONE MORE SLIP

AND I WON'T BE ABLE TO HOLD ON ANYMORE

FALLING DOWNWARD WITHOUT A NET

I'M TRYING EVERYTHING I CAN THINK OF

AND NOTHING SEEMS TO WORK

MY HANDS ARE TURNING BLUE

FROM HOLDING ON SO TIGHT

CAN SOMEONE HELP ME

 FROM THIS DARKNESS BACK TO THE LIGHT 

 ONE MORE TIME
 I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'LL DO

I'M NOT NOT READY, I'M NOT DONE, I'M NOT THROUGH

THOUGHT I WAS GETTING CLOSE

BUT I'M NOWHERE NEAR

I'M NOT REALLY SURE WHAT I'M DOING, ANYMORE

STANDING WITH MY HEAD DOWN

OUTSIDE THIS DOOR

I CAN'T LOOK AWAY

I CAN'T QUIT THIS NOW

AND YET I CAN'T SEEM TO FIND A WAY

I DON'T KNOW WHO TO ASK OR WHAT TO SAY

DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN HOLD ON

MAYBE IT DOESN'T MATTER, SOON I'LL BE GONE

WEARING THIS SMILING MASK

TO HIDE THE TERROR ON MY FACE

THE TURMOIL IN MY MIND

FROM TRYING TO LEAVE THIS PLACE

SO DARK AND DREARY, IT'S HARD TO FIND HOPE

DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER

I CAN COPE

WHILE I'M GLAD I WOKE UP TODAY

I STILL CAN'T FIND A WAY

I'VE ASKED FOR HELP

THEY SAY COME BACK WHEN YOU'RE LIVING IN THE STREET

TOO PROUD TO GO BACK, ADMIT DEFEAT

LOOK LEFT, LOOK RIGHT, LOOK UP

COULD THIS BE RIGHT

I ONLY SEE DARKNESS

WHEN IT SHOULD BE LIGHT

CAN'T SEEM TO FIND A WAY

JUST LIKE YESTERDAY, EVERY DAYS THE SAME

THE PAIN MARKS YOU, UNTIL YOU WONDER

IF YOU'RE GOING INSANE

YOU CALL FOR HELP

AND THE ONLY WORDS YOU HEAR

IS JUST THE ECHO FROM YOUR CRIES