ONE MORE DAY
WRITTEN BY JEFF R HILTON
2019
I TELL MYSELF JUST ONE MORE DAY
IMPATIENCE WON'T GET IN THE WAY
DAYS BECOME WEEKS,AND WEEKS MONTHS
AND I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER
I CAN FEEL THIS WAY
TRUTH IS NEVER KIND
WILL I EVER FIND, A PEACE OF MIND
I CAN LIVE WITH
HARD TO KNOW IF THE BATTLES OVER
OR ITS JUST BEGUN
EITHER WAY I FALTER
THE LIGHTS GETTING DIM
HOW MANY TIMES CAN I
START OVER AGAIN
THE SAILS ON THIS BOAT
ARE GETTING THIN
THE FOGS SO THICK
THAT I CAN'T SEE
WILL I EVER FIND MY WAY
OR JUST KEEP DRIFTING ENDLESSLY
INTO THIS DARKNESS UNTIL I CAN'T GO ON
ONCE I BELIEVED
BUT NOW I'M NOT SURE
HOW CAN I WHEN
I'M NOT EVEN SURE IF I'M STILL ME
NOWHERE TO GO
NO WAY TO GET THERE
IS THIS PRISON ALL IN MY HEAD
DID I CREATE THIS
DOWN FAR ENOUGH TO SEE
THE LINE BETWEEN ALIVE OR DEAD
THAT LAY AT MY FEET
I DON'T FEEL LIKE I'M WINNING
MORE LIKE I'VE BEEN BEAT
FEELING NUMB
FROM MY HEAD TO MY TOES
GUESS THAT'S IT
THAT'S HOW IT GOES
I TELL MYSELF JUST ONE MORE DAY
BUT I CAN'T SEE IT
I CAN'T FEEL IT
NOTHING AT ALL SEEMS THE SAME
THIS IS A GAME
I DON'T WANT TO PLAY
