GOOD DAY/ BAD DAY AS I SEE IT: I Could Of Owned The Field

GOOD DAY/ BAD DAY AS I SEE IT: I Could Of Owned The Field: I COULD OF OWNED THE FIELD WRITTEN BY J.R HILTON 2017 CLOSE BUT NEVER HERE JUST WHEN I THINK IT'S NEAR IT'S ...

I Could Of Owned The Field

I COULD OF OWNED THE FIELD

WRITTEN BY J.R HILTON

2017

CLOSE BUT NEVER HERE

JUST WHEN I THINK IT'S NEAR IT'S GONE

WHY NOW WHEN I NEED IT MOST

THE HELP I NEED GONE GHOST

DON'T NEED EXCUSES

GET ME WHERE I'M SUPPOSED TO BE

SET ME FREE, FREE TO SHINE

DEFEND THE HONOR THAT IS MINE

EVERY BROKEN PROMISE

EVERY ABSENT WISH

I COULD OF OWNED THE FIELD

RUNNING WITH MY DREAMS

I COULD OF HEALED

DON'T THINK MY FATE IS SEALED

BUT I'VE BEEN WONDERING 

I'VE BEEN WANDERING

IN THIS VOID REALITY

THE HELP I NEED GONE GHOST

 JUST WHEN I NEED IT MOST

I COULD OF OWNED THE FIELD

JUST LIKED I PLANNED ALL ALONG

I LOOK UP AND SEE

A WALL IN FRONT OF ME

THROUGH IT, OVER IT, AROUND IT

IF I DON'T SEE YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE

YOU'LL KNOW I FADED, BURNED OUT LIKE A STAR

OH THE LUCKS THAT BESET ME

KEEP ON TRYING TO DRAG ME DOWN

BUT I WON'T GO, SO MUCH I NEED TO KNOW

SO MUCH MORE INSIDE ME

ALL THAT'S MINE

LIFE CAN BE SO UNKIND

IT DOESN'T TAKE LONG TO FIND

FRIENDS THAT YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD COUNT ON

NEVER MEANT A WORD

THAT'S WHY I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM A ONE

SHADOWS START TO FALL

CLOSE TO TEARS AND THAT'S NOT ALL

I COULD OF OWNED THE FIELD

I'D OF EARNED MY WAY

RUNNING WITH MY DREAMS

I COULD OF HEALED

NOW I FEEL LIKE, LETTING GO ONE MINUTE

AND THE NEXT I'M READY TO GO

TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THAT WALL

I'M TRYING TO UNDERSTAND IT

TRYING TO MAKE SENSE OF IT ALL

SOMETIMES THINGS GET SAD

I'M STILL ALIVE, SO LIFE'S NOT BAD

NO SENSE IN HANGING ONTO A SINKING STONE

WHEN IT ALL COMES DOWN

I'M STANDING ALONE

GOOD DAY/ BAD DAY AS I SEE IT: Summer Songs

GOOD DAY/ BAD DAY AS I SEE IT: Summer Songs: SUMMER SONGS WRITTEN BY J.R HILTON 2017 THE SUN COMES RISING ON A NEW DAY BATHING THE MORNING IN GOLDEN LIGHT FEEL...

Summer Songs

SUMMER SONGS

WRITTEN BY J.R HILTON

2017

THE SUN COMES RISING ON A NEW DAY

BATHING THE MORNING IN GOLDEN LIGHT

FEELS SO GOOD, FEELS ALRIGHT

THE MIST IS BURNING AWAY

FLOWERS OPEN TO THE SUN

INSIDE THE ARMS OF LOVE I LOSE MYSELF FOR SURE

SUMMER SONG PLAYS ON 

PULLING AT MY HEART

LIKE IT'S ALWAYS DONE,  RIGHT FROM THE START 

MEMORIES FLOODING BACK

 SUMMERS THAT I HAD, SELDOM SAD

LOVE IS EVERYWHERE, IT'S ALL AROUND YOU

SO WHY CAN'T I FIND YOU

A SUMMER BREEZE LEADING ME AWAY

ON THE SHINY EDGE OF A SUMMER DAY

I LOOKED ALL AROUND ME

   AND STILL NO ONE FOUND ME 

THE LOVE I SOUGHT I COULD NOT FIND

AND AS IT TURNED TO FALL

IT REALLY DIDN'T MATTER AT ALL

ALL THE GIRLS BEGAN TO CALL

I SAID LOVE IS ALL AROUND ME

LET IT FILL YOUR HEART LIKE SUNSHINE

LEAD YOU AWAY

DANCING IN THE MOONLIGHT

WITH NICE THINGS TO SAY

LOOKING IN YOUR EYES,SOFT AGAINST YOUR SKIN

ALL YOUR LOVE COMING DOWN ON ME AGAIN

WHEN THE SUN DOESN'T SHINE

IT'S RIGHT HERE IN MY HEART

THAT'S WHERE HER LOVE STOPS AND STARTS

TWO HEARTS LIT ON FIRE

A TOUCH OF MADNESS, AND A BURNING DESIRE

SUMMER GAINING SPEED TO SLIP AWAY

DID YOU LOSE YOURSELF ON A SUMMERS DAY

UNDER SUMMERS GENTLE SPELL

CHANGING TO FALL WITH GRADUAL PRECISION 

NO EASY WAY TO LET YOU DOWN

FADES AWAY INTO DARKENED SKIES

NOW'S THE TIME TO SAY YOUR GOODBYES 

SUMMER SONG, PLAYING ON

THROUGH LIGHT AND DARKENED DAYS

 

 

GOOD DAY/ BAD DAY AS I SEE IT: Miss Myself

GOOD DAY/ BAD DAY AS I SEE IT: Miss Myself: MISS MYSELF WRITTEN BY J.R HILTON 2017 EVERYWHERE I GO, IT DON'T SEEM RIGHT MISTY RAINY NIGHT STREETLIGHTS...

Miss Myself

MISS MYSELF

WRITTEN BY J.R HILTON

2017

EVERYWHERE I GO, IT DON'T SEEM RIGHT

MISTY RAINY NIGHT

STREETLIGHTS REFLECTING PUDDLES IN THE RAIN 

FEELS LIKE MY LIFE AGAIN

I DON'T KNOW HOW

THINGS EVER GOT TO THIS

STARTED WITH A GIRL AND A KISS

ENDED WITH ME, LIVING IN POVERTY

AND UNCERTAINTY

MY PEACE OF MIND SHATTERED

MY GOOD TIMES ON HOLD

WHAT I'M GONNA DO

I'D TELL YOU IF I KNEW

LIVING DAY TO DAY LIKE THIS

LIKE FALLING BACK ON MY HEELS

SEE HOW IT FEELS

THE SUN BREAKS OPEN ANOTHER DAY

AND NOW I DON'T KNOW HOW

TO GET BACK THERE, WHERE I WAS BEFORE

DIGNITY IS SLOW TO GO, BUT IT'S PACKING

WHILE I'M LOOKING FOR AN OUT

SURROUNDED BY ALL THIS DOUBT

I MISS MY LIFE, I MISS MY FREEDOM

I MISS MYSELF

I WANT BACK ON TOP SO I CAN SEE THE VIEW

GETS OLD FAST BEING BLUE

I COULD SEE IT IF I WASN'T TRYING 

A MEASURE OF WHAT'S LEFT OF ME

WOULDN'T BE MUCH

I DON'T NEED TO SEE ANYMORE

I JUST NEED TO KNOW

WHICH DOOR LEADS BACK TO THE PLACE

I WAS BEFORE

NOTHING TO ME LOOKS RIGHT

DON'T MAKE ANY SENSE

HOW COULD IT HAVE GOT TO THIS

IT GOES ON, BUT FOR HOW LONG

ALREADY SEEMS LIKE FOREVER

SINCE LUCK CAME MY WAY

THE TRUTH IS NEVER KIND

I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP, BUT NEVER MIND

I'D LIKE TO SEE

I MISS MYSELF, THE PLACE I USED TO BE

THIS ISN'T ANY GOOD FOR ME

I MISS MY LIFE THAT'S A GIVEN

I MISS MYSELF CAUSE THIS AIN'T LIVING

IT STILL MATTERS NOW

BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW

TO GET BACK TO THE PLACE I WAS YESTERDAY 

BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE

I'M ALREADY FALLING

CAN'T YOU HEAR ME CALLING

I'M ON MY HEELS

CAN'T YOU SEE HOW IT FEELS

GOOD DAY/ BAD DAY AS I SEE IT: Breathe You In

GOOD DAY/ BAD DAY AS I SEE IT: Breathe You In: BREATHE YOU IN WRITTEN BY J.R HILTON 2017 MY EYES SAW YOU ACROSS THE ROOM COULD HARDLY LOOK AWAY  THEN TIME FOUND ME...