I Could Say

I COULD SAY

WRITTEN BY: J.R HILTON

2017

SO MUCH I COULD SAY BUT I DON'T NOW

I KEEP IT TO MYSELF

BESIDES NO ONE WANTS TO KNOW ANYWAYS

KNOW ANY BETTER

SO I DON'T SAY WHAT'S ON  MY MIND ANYMORE

I KEEP TO MYSELF BECAUSE TOO MANY PEOPLE LET ME DOWN

TALKED BEHIND MY BACK WHEN I WASN'T AROUND

I DON'T NEED THOSE KIND OF PEOPLE NEAR ME

KINDNESS ISN'T ALWAYS WHAT IT SEEMS

NO SOMETIMES IT'S MEANT TO DECEIVE

JUST ANOTHER TRICK UP THE SLEEVE

IT'S NO WONDER I FEEL OKAY ALONE

WELCOME TO MY WORLD

IT'S A WORLD APART, A HARD HARD START

BUT IT'S ALL I'VE GOT

AND MAYBE IT'S ALL I NEED

THE ADVICE I HEED

JUST DOESN'T COME FROM ANYONE

OR IT DOESN'T COME AT ALL

NEVER A CALL, USUALLY AT ALL 

BUT I JUST CARRY ON

BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING DIFFERENT

 I CAN'T MISS WHAT I'VE NEVER HAD

GUESS IT'S REALLY NOT SO BAD

ALONE WITH MY THOUGHTS

TO LEAD THE WAY FROM THIS PLACE I FIND MYSELF IN

DEEP WITHIN I KNOW MY HEART

WOULDN'T LET ME DOWN

I CAN STILL FEEL SOMETHING THERE

THAT JUST WON'T GO AWAY

WAITING FOR IT'S DAY

SO MUCH I COULD SAY

OR HAVE I SAID IT ALL

DOES IT MATTER, IF I FALL

NOBODY CARES TO KNOW

CLOSE ME OUT, I WON'T FEEL, A THING