Tired Of Illusion

TIRED OF ILLUSION

WRITTEN BY J.R HILTON

2017

I'M SEARCHING FOR A REASON

HUNTING FOR ANSWERS IN SEASON

LOOKING FOR THE TIDE TO TURN

WATCHING THE BRIDGES BURN I CROSSED

LIGHT UP THE SKY

WONDERING HOW, WONDERING WHY

WAITING TO SEE THE LIGHT

THE STAR A SIGN

SOMETHING, OF AN OMEN

JUST TO EASE MY MIND

I'M HARDENED BECAUSE THESE DAYS

 HAVEN'T BEEN KIND

FAILURE DOESN'T KNOW ME

I'M MY OWN MAN

HAD MY SHARE OF MISFORTUNE

BUT I'VE STILL GOT A PLAN 

HANGING ON A LINE, WAITING HERE ON HOLD

I'M TIRED OF ILLUSION

READY TO LEAVE BEHIND THIS CONFUSION 

I'M GETTING OLDER NOW BUT I STILL STAND TALL

I'M STILL FULL OF FIGHT

BUT I DON'T WIN THEM ALL

I GOT THE CALL AND I'M DOWN THAT ROAD

GUESS I'LL HAVE TO SEE WHAT TOMORROW BRINGS

IF ANYTHING AT ALL

STEELED AGAINST TIME, WHILE IT'S STEALING MINE

I WON THE FIGHT

BUT I FEEL LIKE I LOST THE WAR

SO DON'T GO WALKING OUT THAT DOOR

I'M PICKING UP THE PIECES AS FAST AS I CAN

BUT THEY KEEP FALLING

FILLING THE SPACE AROUND ME

AND I'M NOT GONNA STOP, LOOKING FOR A SIGN

A LIGHT, A STAR

A WAY TO SHOW YOU WHO YOU ARE

ALL THE TIME WE GATHERED

SEASONS ON A STRING

WE DID IT FOR THE JOY IT WOULD BRING

MY SONG IS LOVE, MY SIGN IS EARTH

FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH 

SOMEWHERE THERE'S AN ANSWER

JUST FOR ME, ONE I CAN BELIEVE 

HOPE IT'S NOT LONG COMING

MY TIMES ALMOST UP, HANGING ON A LINE

WAITING HERE ON HOLD, I'M TIRED OF ILLUSION

I WANNA COME IN FROM THE COLD

GROUND TO EARTH, RAISED ON FAITH

SPIRITS SPOKE ALL AROUND ME

BUT THEY NEVER MADE A SOUND

SAID A WORD, LEFT ME UNDISTURBED

TO CONTEMPLATE THE DEEPER MEANINGS OF A SOUL

TO UNDERSTAND, FIRST YOU HAVE TO LET GO